This month has been all about paper works. Spent this time alone in the house when the family went to Dubai. Did all the medical, interviews and all that. It was an interesting and challenging month. I had fun going to the gym.
I have been here 30 days more or less. I thought I lost stud again,
second time around. I felt so bad for him always inside the house
looking out, so I decided to take him out the backyard for a walk...long
story. Important thing is, I got him back in the house safe and sound.
I remember everything. I remember the long ques, the paper works,
interviews,LRT's, the immigration, the baggage section, the terminal,
the view outside the window when the plane finally entered the other
part of the world(which marked another chapter of my life)....I remember the sugar gliders, dogs, my workmates,
my friends, my family...most of all my family. I miss them. I miss them a
lot.
30 days more or less... I'm now leading a very domesticated life. I
think I'm doing well taking care or my husband. He makes me happy. I've
never cooked and cleaned the house so much in my life, with so much
contentment. He just.makes me.so. happy.
The honeymoon was awesome. He never left my side. =)
I can't wait to be moving around and starting work. I'm familiar with
the process but if I don't focus, I fear I might die out or boredom
whenever my husband goes to work.
I have to stop worrying. I know exactly where I stand and where I'm
going. Not being able to work right now is very painful to the ego and
my sense of self worth, but I have to remind myself that this is just a
process. Things are the way it should be.
When I say work, I mean onstage work performing and teaching. I did help
out my brother with the business back home , and a little bit of
teaching and performing.
The past year is all about getting myself together with my now, husband.
Mission Accomplished. We are very happy to be together, finally.
Right now I'm just at home. Newly married. And perhaps conceiving very soon.
What's Next?
