You have to commit…
You have to commit to something…to someone…It narrows down
the possibilities and helps to focus your energy towards greater productivity.
For someone like me, believing that – “everything is possible” is actually a challenge more than a reassurance. Because you see I’m so interested in
so many unrelated things; I’m bouncing off from one wall to another! But I know it would work, if I practice
prioritizing certain things over another as I work through my goals.
LOL. Quoting my husband to be -“Honey, I don’t want you to
stretch yourself too much. At one end of the spectrum you’re wanting to do this…and
then at one end you’re wanting to do that…” (My man is very
understanding and patient. He managed to bring up the issue without being patriarchal, without making fun or degrading me.)
So, I’m making my commitment…I’m making my commitment to my fiancé…I’m
making my commitment to “family”. I can be a lot of things in this world, but I
know for sure that I’ll be the best mother to my kids, and the best wife to my
understanding and patient husband. lol
I’m so ready for a child. Dear lord, I’m already 30 years old!
But you see…it takes 9 months for a baby to form…so what
should I do with those 9 months? (Here we go again)
Well you know…it’s expensive to have a baby…I
have to make money!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Random Thoughts
Everyone finally flew to Dubai for that long awaited holiday...while I, work on some papers.
The society will always be as it is, no use busting my head over that. You get yourself in it, do what you need to do, and get out. Otherwise you'll loose yourself in its system.
It is our duty to put our best foot forward, to connect, to let people know our good intention...but it's dangerous to go beyond that...once we start trying to please people. Because once you start molding yourself based on someone's expectation other than yourself, what really happens is, you start letting go of the unique person that you are.
My family is not around right now, but I'm doing a couple of things.
I'm trying to get my self on a soldier routine, which is disciplining myself in every way possible.
There are so many things to explore in this world with so little time. I know the value of family very well. It should all hang in a balance.
My husband to be is gorgeous. He excites me and makes me happy.
